he's gone for good this time.
a slow steady descent into heady evenings ending with goodbye's and
this time
its
for good.
for ever
is for children.
for good is for better.
for no good will come of cause and effect relationships and
this one really
got to me,
i'm usually easy on the hello's and goodbyes but
too many in a row is
a muddy rice patty and
i've decided to
let it overgrow and feed on itself.
my love
will feed on itsself this spring and
i'll only say good bye in passing to
those too young to understand the meaning
of for good,
forever.
i miss the two yearolds narcissitic view of the planet,
'what does not revolve around my evolution, is immaterial'.
somewhere along the line i was told i was crucial to the development of
someone else.
more lies
more santa more
easter bunny more
guilt heaped upon my intelligence.
i am only
crucial to
the development of my
intelligensia
so
this time i'll let him go
i'll
let them stand where theyr'e usually in the act of
leaving me,
nowhwere,
and thinking.
